Residual-Detritus » family http://resdet.com Residue of Experience with commentary. Fri, 03 Feb 2012 15:33:38 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 ludic slice http://resdet.com/2011/05/29/ludic-slice/ http://resdet.com/2011/05/29/ludic-slice/#comments Sun, 29 May 2011 05:38:56 +0000 Darcy Dahl http://resdet.com/?p=652 ]]> resume graphic story 0002 ludic slice ]]> http://resdet.com/2011/05/29/ludic-slice/feed/ 0 Transcription of audio recorded Telephone Conversation http://resdet.com/2008/04/14/transcription-of-audio-recorded-telephone-conversation/ http://resdet.com/2008/04/14/transcription-of-audio-recorded-telephone-conversation/#comments Tue, 15 Apr 2008 05:56:31 +0000 Darcy Dahl http://www.ilublovovitch.com/blog/?p=15 And I are in our claim they him as well now I stay or so of your law is one and I miss you so much to what were you doing what’s well if you are well aware of what flavor on her own spirit and Apple will tell you how it sounds good and [...]]]> And I are in our claim they him as well now I stay or so of your law is one and I miss you so much to what were you doing what’s well if you are well aware of what flavor on her own spirit and Apple will tell you how it sounds good and coming up after this conversation at home to doing house school will well and really warm congratulations I’m so happy here that are well known and grew until it well and really busy and I got a new show that’s opening up tomorrow at Haven Gallery well and then I’ve got a media little too much work that I’m doing okay no problem with that well was that we would have a phone conversations there with him and, we were told when I do get that phone or at least until he do that now were to come out and tell the embassy I could get an exit I actually came back home now I’m back home now is going to impact on their own or were in world war well you know what losing right now would we taking a little break from that because on the mommy and daddy have a disagreement so so we have a little disagreement and where we’re ever trying to get that worked out and as soon as we get that worked out then I’ll be able to come pick you up at that present out that are all okay at all how well you were born to do that to the museum to the Museum of Natural History in law out of it ago that you definitely and was noted and we can go to this we can go to the zoo will I wear a black hole yet I’m sorry I missed that it will will grow from her new role or our own role in the low call I know you will one and one a day or well on the night of the museum yet will watch that little so we got fun gardening season is coming up to so Greta and I know you’ll love people want to say that they love you and that they miss you here to Beth was talking about remember the remember the on sculpture that you saw that she was making him that that’s sculpture well yes she’s almost finished with that now she’s almost finished with that and she was looking forward to seeing that she also wants the big popovers with you get where our owner while Ramon or Ramon and is going to happen and it will go to Yale hole in the will unify I’ve got either a couple times in the some it looks like there’s some flowers that might be peaking a but they’re not flowers yet they’re like little greenish shafts of our yet it was the grass and some of the grass that we planted is coming up over the credits that Greta had Greta hasn’t been in the garden neither it just hasn’t this been too cold so we haven’t been so we have been going to the guard were bop yeah oh yeah and I miss again below by Pablo and I will they get hung up just before we thought all along him or and a
who can I tell them what they think of one more thing to see what we’ll were using enough to know that you know if you know they have visited as a new mosaic on 100 and 100 intent on the 110 stop on the six-day war well to remember what mosaic is a well or you are a remarkable even make them right now than they were 10 were or what they are working or planned I Love Lucy I miss you I’m looking forward to seeing NRK a tad audio are bye-bye and ]]> http://resdet.com/2008/04/14/transcription-of-audio-recorded-telephone-conversation/feed/ 0 Diaper history http://resdet.com/2003/04/07/diaper-history/ http://resdet.com/2003/04/07/diaper-history/#comments Tue, 08 Apr 2003 02:54:49 +0000 Darcy Dahl http://www.ilublovovitch.com/blog/?p=12 She wept in circles, with doubt and a sluicing cough. This solid form growing under my fingers ? heavy now, with formula ? moving her in for a burp.

This sleepless light. This mourn-less plight. That day woke from a dark smoke-less mass. This miasma of sleeplessness. This wrenching conscience.

I put my chest over [...]]]> She wept in circles, with doubt and a sluicing cough.
This solid form growing under my fingers ? heavy now, with formula ? moving her in for a burp.

This sleepless light.
This mourn-less plight.
That day woke from a dark smoke-less mass.
This miasma of sleeplessness.
This wrenching conscience.

I put my chest over the gurgling form.
I slip my hands behind her back and butt.
I draw her up to my chest.
I roll to my side and then to my back.
Where I pat and rub her until she burps or she fusses enough for me to let her roll off my chest, or I roll back to my belly ? depositing her on her back.
At this, we generally smile at each other ? reciprocal giggles, then I lift my shaky frame from the bed. With four or five hours of sleep after a long run the day before, I’m a mess. I have to move to the other side of the bed to pick up my baby. I don’t bend over, rather, I sit down on the side of the bed, then lie next to her, pull her to my chest, then sit up, then stand.
We make it to the changing table and we share a laugh (Lucy loves to have her diaper changed).
The conscience wretches because of my behavior after a neighbor stopped by while we were eating. I’ll write more later ? it pains me too much to do so now. It is why I can’t sleep.

I need to get this?.

This is supposed to be fiction.
The story about Phil, the videographer.
No?the story about David, the

]]> http://resdet.com/2003/04/07/diaper-history/feed/ 0 Happy New Year http://resdet.com/2002/12/31/happy-new-year/ http://resdet.com/2002/12/31/happy-new-year/#comments Wed, 01 Jan 2003 05:53:00 +0000 Darcy Dahl http://www.ilublovovitch.com/blog/?p=9 Pernicious trends in the accumulation of memory’s residual plaque (plague) create re-associations that muddy the surface this gestating cathexis. Lulu is lying in bed with Linda. I had been lying there with them after changing Lulu’s diaper, wiping away what the small amount of white, foaming regurgitation that didn’t project beyond her turned to the [...]]]> Pernicious trends in the accumulation of memory’s residual plaque (plague) create re-associations that muddy the surface this gestating cathexis. Lulu is lying in bed with Linda. I had been lying there with them after changing Lulu’s diaper, wiping away what the small amount of white, foaming regurgitation that didn’t project beyond her turned to the side face. Shit. The vomit is still there. After bringing Lulu back to bed and running my fingers lightly over the surface of her angle haired head, I felt compelled to jot a note in the journal I began the day before she was born. “Insalubrious neon traces of purple turning green is all that remains to be of the scene where memories finest torture seams and iron beams?.”

I’m gonna’ wipe up some baby puke.

Well, the chuck soaked some of the moisture. Some scrubbing will be necessary.

Not enough sleep, my head is light upon a hard rubber neck.

Almost eight, this is the last day of the year 2002. Lulu is 3 weeks old. I’m drinking tea (chai my mother paid for during our visit to Fairway at 125th) instead of coffee.

Yesterday I woke at 2AM, washed Danny’s pasta dish, put away his uneaten noodles, checked the refrigerator, put my brown butt-worn casual slacks (sweats) black sweat coat and a pair of shoes on and slipped out to buy some prune juice for my baby. I thought if she took some juice early in the morning her stool would soften by the time she woke,
palliating the passage past her burning and bleeding hemorrhoids.

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